The Ugliness Inside

Twisted deep inside your soul
if there is a soul indeed
Is darkness that must feel like a weight
So heavy to have to carry around
Dragging you down to the lowest of places
So low you can not see shame
I try to keep perspective
Knowing you have been to the depths before
Knowing you have felt heartbreak
felt despair
felt the lonliness of saying goodbye
I would hope that this would shape you
Give you understanding for those who face the same
And yet you remain untouched
Selfish even in the face of other peoples sorrow
Playing games and playing the fool
Seemingly unaware of how disgusting you have become
So, enjoy your life
As the worthy write you off